My mom often refers to be as “a
walking contradiction”, people say the world is only black and white and no
between, I would like to argue otherwise. I do not know how I came to be like
that. Probably because my parents are polar opposites, but similar. I find this
important to preface this introduction, so you understand my purpose.
When I was in high school,
through my church, we had a night where we could show off our talents. I would
not consider myself very talented, but I did enjoy writing. I decided to write
a poem and I worked really hard on it. After presenting it to a room full of
young women and parents, a lady came up to me and told me what a wonderful piece
of poetry I wrote and kept going on about how wonderful it was and how much it
reminded her of when she was young. A normal person would take that compliment
and say thank you. Well, I said thank but I did take the compliment well,
because I did not like that lady; she was awful in my young teenage eyes. I did
not want to be similar to her, so after that I decided to “give up writing”. I know, go ahead and shale you head, shame me,
do whatever. It was a talent I had and I “gave it up” because I wanted to be
rebellious.
Blogging is something I
find fascinating, I love reading blogs and seeing what people are doing with
their lives: cooking, reading, decorating, etc. It is like Netflix, but REAL. I
understand a lot of time, people blog about happy things and so it seems like
they all have it “figured out”. And of course it seems a majority of blogs are
from married women/women in committed relationships, which I cannot relate to.
However, I do not want that to hold me back. Sometimes I catch myself saying, “When
I am married…”, “When I have kids…”, “When I have a career…” but I do not want
to live in the future, I want to live now! I want to experience things now! And
since I do not have a good record for journaling (I think that is a pun, ha). I
want this blog to be able to record what I am doing, my thoughts, my feelings,
my doings, and all from my point of view. I want to share my pearls with the
world, whether it is my family, friends, or a complete stranger. With that, I
hope you are able to find the pearls in your life as well!

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